So I had my surgery – which was supposed to be the easy one. It was an isthmusectomy with a large nodule on it. The good news is it was benign, thank goodness!

But if you read my last post, you know I had a hematoma right there in recovery and they had to rush me back in to fix it. I thought that was the scary part. Turns out we were just getting started.

The surgery was on Tuesday. By the end of the week, my incision area kept getting bigger. I swear it looked like I had a golf ball stuck in my neck. It was pushing on my throat and making me cough constantly, and I kept losing my voice.

So that Saturday, I went to the ER. Luckily my surgeon was on call. The ER doctor called him, and he said to put me on prednisone and come see him in his office on Monday.

The prednisone helped a little — at least I could breathe better — but the swelling didn’t really go down.

So Monday I go see my surgeon and he takes TWO big vials of blood/fluid right out of my neck with a syringe. And just like that, it was pretty much flat. Woohoo! I was so pumped… until the next day.

It filled right back up again. Ugh. And it just kept filling up. At this point I was back at work and so frustrated, because I want to work, but this thing was making me feel awful.

So I called the doctor again and he got me in on Thursday. I go in and he looks at me and says, “Well, this was supposed to be an easy surgery. Turns out you’re just special.” Lol.

He tries to drain it again with the syringe, and what comes out looks like old motor oil. So apparently I was in need of an oil change. Which means going back under so he could open it back up and clean it all out.

Ugh. He said, “Tomorrow is my day off, but I’m going to schedule you for surgery and come in anyway.” He really is such a great doctor.

So I went in Friday and got it done. This time he put liquid bandage inside to keep it from bleeding. And so far, so good! I have a little swelling right now, but I’m only 2 days post-op and it already feels SO much better.

Hopefully it keeps going like this. I can go back to work on Monday with restrictions, but honestly, I’ll take it.

Has anyone else had a crazy reaction like that after surgery? I would love to hear your stories – please drop them in the comments so I know I’m not the only “special” one. 😅

Thank you all so much for checking on me and reading my little chaos updates.

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Love you all,
Gramma M

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Just wanted to pop in with an update on how Monday and Tuesday went.

Monday morning I woke up SICK. Good Lord – congested, coughing, head felt like it was going to explode. I took some allergy meds and off to work I went.

Now I was extra frustrated because my thyroid surgery was scheduled for Tuesday, and I know they won’t do surgery if you’re sick. I wasn’t running a fever, so I was pretty sure it was just allergies and my sinuses acting up, but still.

At work I was just slamming water, taking Mucinex and ibuprofen, feeling like I got hit by a Mack truck. 🤦 But I made it through my shift.

When I got home, I took Tylenol, more Mucinex, and went straight to bed. I basically slept from 3:30 pm until 5:30 am. I only got up twice to eat something, fill my water, and get some hot coffee.

I woke up Tuesday feeling SO much better. Still coughing a little, but you could tell it was just sinus drainage. I had my coffee before 6:15, took a bath, and headed to the hospital.

The doctors came in, we talked about the surgery, and away I went.

Surgery went good, but in recovery I had a hematoma so they had to rush me back in to find the bleeding. Thank goodness they found it quickly, and the next thing I knew I was waking up in recovery again.

It was weird though — they really rushed me through recovery and into my room, and then rushed me to get out of the room too. Not that I’m complaining, I don’t like being in hospitals anyway.

When I went to stand up, my legs were SO sore. It literally felt like I did 200 squats and ran a mile. I have no idea why! Has that ever happened to any of you after surgery? It was so strange.

Anyway, home I went. And at least I was able to get a blended Campfire Mocha on the way home. Yummm! Thanks to my husband Kevin — who is probably the best husband ever, by the way. Shout out to him for putting up with me. 🤣🤣

At home I was doing good. Then came time to sleep. Ugh, they told me to sleep in my recliner. So that’s what I did, but every darn time I would fall asleep I’d wake up coughing so bad. I was so worried I was going to start bleeding again, but nope — I made it through. No bleeding and I got some rest. Feeling pretty good today. Really sore, but Tylenol and ibuprofen are going to be my best friends today.

So that’s my update! I’m home for a week, which will probably drive me crazy. But maybe I can get some crocheting and other stuff made to put in my new store. Just hit the Shop button up in the corner to see what I have so far!

If you have any ideas on what I should make, drop them in the comments. I’m always up for suggestions.

And if you’d like to Buy Me a Coffee, it would be amazing right now since I’m out of work for a week. 😞 Every little bit helps.

Thank you all so much for reading my blog. You are amazing!

Love,
Gramma M

Hey everyone, Gramma M here!I hope you amazing humans had a good weekend.

Okay, I’m going to get a little real today, so bear with me.

Are you ever just… sick of Facebook?

I don’t mean the cute kid pictures or the funny memes. I mean the pity-party posts. You know the ones. Someone posts one side of a story — just their side, their narrative — and suddenly the comments are all “I’m so sorry!” and “You didn’t deserve that!”

But there are always two sides, right?

I saw a post this week where someone shared an article about getting rid of no-fault divorce — saying it would keep families together. Then they added their own story about how hard it was when their family broke up because the other person “just wanted to leave for no reason.”

And maybe you read that and feel bad for them. But if you knew the other side… well, maybe the other person had been promising to change for years. Maybe they weren’t being treated well. Maybe there was a lot more going on that wasn’t in the post.

It just got me thinking. There are people out there going through really hard stuff that they didn’t choose — cancer, job loss, struggling to feed their kids. And then there’s the curated drama for likes. I’m just so tired of the curated drama.

Can I be the only one who feels this way? I know I’m not.

Okay — rant over!

On to the good stuff.We have a new grandbaby! He is SO stinkin’ adorable. He came out with all this brown hair, but the tips are blonde. He looks like he has little frosted tips. I’ve been calling him my Backstreet Boy baby. 🤣 He’s just perfect.

In other news — I’m supposed to have surgery on Tuesday. Fingers crossed it actually happens. I have been trying SO hard not to get sick because everyone around me is sick right now. I was doing so good until today — throat is scratchy and I’m coughing. Ugh. I’m praying it’s just sinus stuff and allergies. I really don’t want to have to postpone.

So that’s my little life update — a rant and some real news.

Tell me — are you getting tired of the fake stuff on Facebook too? Leave a comment, I want to know I’m not alone in this.

And thank you, as always, for reading my blog. It means more to me than you know.If you want to support my little chaos corner, you can still Buy Me a Coffee — even $1 helps so much. ☕

And big news — I dropped Etsy and opened my own shop right here on the site! Just click the Shop link at the top. I only have one thing in there right now, but I’ll be adding a lot more while I’m home recovering next week.

Hope you all have a great week. Lots of love from this crazy house!

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Helloooooo you fantabulous fans!

Sorry I’ve been MIA! Life has been… LIFE. You know how it gets. Hectic, messy, chaotic — very on brand for Gramma M’s Chaos, dontcha know.

I hope you all are doing well. I have had some ups and downs the last couple weeks. Such is life, right?

On the fun personal news front — I have to have surgery to remove a thyroid nodule. So that’s fun. 🤦‍♀️ Add that to the chaos list.

And on a serious note — one of my dear, dear friends from way back is not doing well at all. She’s in the hospital on life support. So if you have a minute, could you please send her some healing thoughts, and keep her kids and grandbabies in your prayers? I would really appreciate it. 💜

Okay, now for the adventure part!

So I won tickets to the Foo Fighters concert this weekend at the FARGODOME! My husband couldn’t go, so my 14-year-old grandson — who LOVES going to concerts with his Gramma — said he wanted to go. Of course I said yes!

We get there and I think, “We should probably figure out where our seats are.” My grandson looks it up on his phone and goes, “Gramma… we’re in the PIT.”

Well. This is information I should have looked up BEFORE I put on cute boots that were NOT made for comfort. But okay. Three hours of standing? “I got this!” My grandson was SO pumped because we were going to be right up front.

First things first — we gotta get the concert tees! You can’t go to a concert and NOT get a shirt. Two shirts = $115. Holy crap! But worth every penny because my grandson was so excited he put his right on over the other shirt.

The opening band was… well… not our cup of tea. I kinda had a feeling when I saw the name was Mannequin Pussy. Yikes. We listened, we clapped. I liked the lyrics to the songs — well, the ones I could actually understand — but the music and the dancing? Not so much for this grandma.

Then we waited for the Foo Fighters.

And WOW. They did NOT disappoint. The light show, the energy, Dave Grohl’s presence — amazing.

I was having the best time with my grandson… until the guy in front of me ate something that clearly did NOT agree with him and started passing gas. And if you know me in real life, you know I’m short. Like, really short. I can’t breathe that fresh air up above everyone else. I was trapped. No escape.

And then the SECOND smell hit. Listen, I do NOT recommend taking younger kids to a Foo Fighters concert in the pit at the Fargodome unless you are way up in the stands, because you are going to get a contact high. Holy shit, it was EVERYWHERE. Gas on one side, pot on the other. Welcome to the pit!

About halfway through, my feet started THROBBING. I mean, I’m a 52-year-old grandma who is not in the best shape, jumping around and headbanging like I’m 22 again. I cannot last like I did 30 years ago, folks. But I knew my grandson was waiting for ONE particular song, and I knew it would be the encore. So I smiled through the pain.

You know, as a grandma, I think we do things we never would have done with our own kids. Don’t get me wrong — as parents we sacrifice everything for our kids. But as a grandma? I think I sacrifice even MORE. Maybe it’s because now we know how short life is, and we want every single memory we can get.

So we stayed. The whole concert. My feet were screaming, but we stayed.

Then they left the stage and came back for the encore. I told my grandson, “Get your phone out!”

Dave Grohl gets on the mic and says, “This is the last song. We’re going to play the song we used to end every show with 35 years ago. It’s called Exhausted.”

And I thought, well that’s appropriate — because I AM exhausted! Lol.

But then I looked at my grandson and saw his face fall. Not just disappointment — he was MAD.

I patted his shoulder and said, “Just wait. There is NO way they are not going to play Everlong.”

Exhausted ended — wish MINE would have — and then… that intro. That beautiful intro to Everlong starts playing.

If you are a grandparent, you KNOW there is nothing better than seeing pure excitement and joy on your grandkid’s face. And my grandson did not disappoint. He was SO pumped he started singing at the top of his lungs.

It was perfect.

So all in all? The concert was AMAZING. Minus the gas, the pot, and the pain. 🤣 But I guess when you’re 52 that’s expected.

On the way to the car, my grandson tells me, “Gramma, this is number 2 in my top 10 favorite things ever.” (We took him to a car show in St. Paul this summer and that’s still number 1). And honestly? Knowing he loved it that much made it all worth it. Even if I can barely walk for a week now. Lol.

That’s it for Gramma M’s adventures this time. I DO recommend seeing Foo Fighters live — they put on one hell of a show.

What’s your favorite band or person to see live? Drop it in the comments! I would LOVE to hear your concert stories.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read my blogs. You guys are truly amazing.

And don’t forget — if you want to buy this tired, sore, but very happy grandma a coffee, just hit the Buy Me a Coffee button below. I am SURE going to need coffee this week! ☕️💜

Love ya,
Gramma M

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Hey everyone, sorry it’s been a hot minute since I’ve blogged.

We had a really rough week last week, but we are starting to get back on track. I went back to work at my new position – which I absolutely love – and it is so nice to be back with my work family. Being around them again really helped.

This week has already been a lot. We lost two icons on the same day – Dolly Parton and Tim Curry, both at 80.

Dolly was just one of those amazing humans. She used her wealth for good, she lifted people up, and my goodness could she entertain. Her songs have been the soundtrack for so many of our lives. She will be missed by so many.

And Tim Curry – if you know me, you know I LOVE Rocky Horror Picture Show. And IT. And Clue. And Home Alone 2. There was no one like him. Without Tim, those movies just wouldn’t be what they are. Losing them both on the same day felt so surreal.

One thing that has been helping me is football season starting. One of my younger grandsons started playing this year and I got to go watch him on Sunday. Watching him out there was just pure joy.

My second oldest grandson is playing middle school ball this year too, and I am so pumped to go to his games.

I will warn you though, I am probably that grandma. You know the one. I get REALLY into it and cheer really loud. I can’t help it. I like to make shirts for their games – one of my favorites says “My Favorite Player Calls Me Grandma.” If you hear someone yelling from three bleachers away, that’s me.

And now my absolute favorite time of year is here. I love fall. The colors, the cooler weather, the football, all the activities, and of course Halloween. I love anything scary – movies, decor, all of it.

Which brings me to my story from last year that still makes me laugh.

I had bought one of those life-size pictures of Chucky to hang on my front door, so when people walked up it looked like he was standing there with a knife. I thought it was hilarious.

Well, I took my grandson to his OT therapy appointment. Around the holidays they have the kids make pictures to hang up at the facility. That day they were making geese and dressing them up in Halloween costumes.

My grandson comes out with his therapist and says, “Grandma, come see my picture!” I walk over and there is his goose – striped shirt, little bib overalls, and bright red hair. He looks at me so proud and says, “Can you guess who it is?”

Oh my gosh. I look at his awesome therapist, she is already smiling because she knows. I said, “Yes buddy, I know who that is.”

He goes, “It’s Chucky! Just like the one in your window!”

Good lord. 🤦‍♀️

So I had to explain to his therapist that it was a Halloween decoration. She just laughed and said, “I know, he already told me all about it.”

I looked at him and said, “Hey buddy, maybe we just call this one Charles for now.” 😜

The things kids do! I swear, you can’t make this stuff up.

Do you guys have any funny stories about your kids or grandkids? I would love to hear them – drop them in the comments.

What is your favorite part of fall? I am working on some new football and fall-themed products, so keep an eye on my Etsy shop at grammamurchshop.etsy.com and my Made With Love Facebook page.

And one last thing close to my heart. You still have time to help two families who really need it right now.

The Balcer family is fighting cancer, and my daughter’s family is dealing with the loss of their beloved puppies, Winnie and Runa.

Even $1 helps. This week, every single Buy Me a Coffee donation will be split 50/50 between the Balcer family and my grandbabies to help with costs after losing Winnie and Runa.

Thank you for always being here through the chaotic and the hard stuff. I appreciate you more than you know.

Love,
Gramma M

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Today was a really hard day for our family.If you’re a pet owner, you know – they aren’t just pets. They are family. You love them like your children. So when something happens to them, it’s heartbreaking. It just shatters you.

Two days ago, my grandpuppies escaped their fenced-in yard.Two days of searching, posting, and praying.

We looked everywhere and hoped so hard they would just come running home.

Today we found out they gained their wings. They were always together in life, and this was no different. They will always be together now.

I want to take a moment to thank the person who made that phone call to my son-in-law to let him know what happened. I know that had to be one of the hardest things to do. I’ve never had to call a stranger and give them such heartbreaking news. That took a lot of courage, and honestly, a lot of heart. You are a really special person.

Thank you.

Please keep my family in your thoughts tonight as we handle this heartbreak and loss, especially my grandbabies. They loved those dogs so much.

I promised from the very beginning of this blog that I would keep things real. That means sharing the sad parts too, not just the chaos and popcorn.

In this life, we never know what’s coming. Who we will gain or who we will lose. This is why I truly believe we should show the people – and our pets – that we care about them every single day.

Tell them you love them. Because we don’t know what the future holds, and we don’t know when they might be taken from us.

As I sit here thinking about our Winnie and Runa, I get angry wondering why this would happen. They were great dogs. They loved everyone. They loved their babies – my grandbabies – so much. Why would they be taken from us? It’s not fair.

I know I will never get that answer. And I know I can’t do anything about it. And yes, I know being angry is part of grieving. I understand that. It just doesn’t make it any easier.

So tonight, please hug your fur-babies a little tighter. Let them know you care.

We love you forever, Winnie and Runa. 🐾Love,Gramma M

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Hey my chaos crew,

On a serious note for a minute.

You know I joke about popcorn and treasure hunts and coffee spills everywhere – but life gets really real sometimes.

This week, 50% of every single Buy Me a Coffee donation will go directly to Beth and Craig.

Cancer sucks!! It really does. And this family is right in the middle of that fight.

I wrote about their story in my blog “On a serious note. Cancer sucks!!” – if you haven’t read it, please go read it. It will explain why this one is so close to my heart.

I am just a Grandma of 13 trying to help where I can. I can’t fix it, but I can send coffee money and love and show them they aren’t alone in the chaos.

So this week – if you were thinking about buying me a coffee to help keep this blog and my little Etsy shop going – half of it is going straight to them.

Even $3 helps. Even just sharing this post helps.

If you can’t donate, please go read their story and leave them some love in the comments over there. Prayers, good vibes, all of it matters.

You can read their story in the blog titled- On a serious note- cancer sucks!!

Thank you for being the kind of community that shows up when it matters. You all are my people.

Love you,
Gramma M 💙🎢

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Does your kid have a bottomless pit?

Because mine does.

My grandson can eat a WHOLE bowl of popcorn by himself. The whole big mixing bowl. By himself. And 20 minutes later look at me and say “I’m hungry.”

Kid, where did it go?! LOL.

I was talking to other parents of kids on the spectrum and ADHD and we all said the same thing – popcorn is the go-to.

Here’s why:

1. The CRUNCH.
   If you know, you know. That crunch is sensory heaven. It’s exactly what they need to sit for 5 minutes.
2. It’s CHEAP.
   When they eat a whole bowl to themselves, you’re not going broke. At this point he eats us out of house and home anyway!
3. It’s full of fiber.
   And if you know you know… our ADHD / autism kiddos NEED that fiber. I’m just gonna leave it at that. IYKYK. 😉

So yeah, I let him eat the whole bowl.

I just use my microwave popcorn popper – dump in the kernels, pop it, and dump it in the biggest bowl we have. That’s our afternoon ritual.

I’ve seen a lot of parents make it into a game though – hide the bowl and make them hunt for it, or hide pretzels and M&M’s in the popcorn to find the colors. I love that idea because it burns energy BEFORE they eat. That’s actually where I got the idea for my Treasure Hunt Cards in my Etsy – same concept, but they get to run all over the house! I haven’t done the hunt with him yet, but I’m going to!

Our 3 Favorite Popcorn Toppings:

Protein Popcorn: Drizzle a little melted peanut butter + mini chocolate chips – actually fills the pit for an hour!

Treasure Hunt Popcorn: Mix in pretzels, dried fruit, M&M’s and have them hunt for the colors in the bowl.

Calm Down Popcorn: We do 5 crunchy bites, 4 deep breaths while we eat – we use my Anxiety Flash Cards for this one.

And then there’s “Grandma’s Special Coffee”

Lord help me. We had to have a talk about this one.

He loves what he calls “Grandma’s Special Coffee.” It’s his treat with his popcorn. He feels so grown up.

We had to tell him “Buddy, PLEASE don’t go to school and tell them grandma makes you special coffee or grandma is getting a phone call!” 😂😂😂 Can you imagine what the teacher would think?!

What it really is: I make my own iced coffee at home. His doctor knows he has ADHD and asthma, and his doctor said a little coffee can help him a bit with both. Caffeine is a stimulant and also a mild bronchodilator, so for HIM, his doctor said it’s okay in a small amount.

So his “Special Coffee” is milk, a little of my coffee, chocolate syrup, all over ice in a cup like Starbucks. He thinks he’s so cool with his Starbucks cup.

This is just what works for us and what HIS doctor said is okay for HIM. If you’re thinking about trying anything with caffeine for your kiddo, please check with your own pediatrician first.

So that’s our afternoon: popcorn, special coffee, and chaos.

What’s your go-to cheap sensory snack? Tell me in the comments – I need ideas before this bottomless pit eats everything!

Love,
Gramma M

P.S. If you need something to burn off that popcorn energy, my ADHD Treasure Hunt Cards are in my Etsy shop – print them and they RUN! And my Anxiety Flash Cards help with after-snack meltdowns.

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If you know me, you know I love fishing. Yes, I have ADHD. No, it does not make sense. I am aware.

The other day I had my two grandsons. My oldest is my little fishing buddy, so of course we were going to go. My youngest, who also has ADHD and is on the spectrum, wanted to go too.

I said, “Not this time, bud.”

Not because I don’t adore him. I do. But I have taken that child fishing before. It goes about as well as taking a squirrel to meditation class. He needs to move. He needs action. He needs seventeen different activities in five minutes. Fishing has… one activity. And it involves waiting.

I love taking him places that match his energy. Fishing is not it.

But then Grandpa walked in.

My grandson KNOWS Grandpa is the weak link. He never says no. So he made absolutely sure Grandpa heard me say no.

Grandpa, being Grandpa: “Aw, he can go. I’ll watch him.”

Grandson: “YAY!!!”

Me, to my husband: “Cool. He’s all yours then. You’re a big boy. You do you.”

Famous last words.

Stop One: Way too many swimmers in our fishing spot.

My grandson lights up like Christmas. “OHHH I WANT TO SWIM! You fish, I’ll swim!”

I just looked at my husband and went, “And so it begins.”

We pivot to a lake with a beach, so we can actually fish in peace. This is the exact moment my husband realized he messed up.

We pull up and my grandson screams, “OH YAY I CAN SWIM INSTEAD!”

Grandpa tries to lay down the law: “No. We are here to FISH.”

Oh honey. Bless your heart. Good luck with that.

So me and my oldest go fish like normal humans. Grandpa gets assigned to the Splash Zone.

About 20 minutes later, here they come. Grandson is done swimming. Now Grandpa is apparently his personal fishing guide.

I asked, “Are you done swimming?”

“Grandpa is going to help me fish!”

I laughed so loud I scared the fish. “Oh, is he now? That’s fantastic.”

For those of you who don’t know my husband, he SWEARS he is a patient man. He is not. He has the patience of a gnat on energy drinks.

So I’m trying to enjoy my peaceful fishing while I get to eavesdrop on the chaos down the bank:

“Wait a minute! No, you have to wait! No, let me put the bait on! No, let me cast it so you can SEE how! ARE YOU WATCHING?! WATCH THE BOBBER! We are NOT going swimming again! We are FISHING!”

Then my grandson stomps over to me.

“Grandma, can I use your pole?”

Two casts. “Okay I’m bored. Can we go home? I’m hungry.”

This child is hungry every five minutes. I swear he has a tapeworm with a watch.

I walked over to my husband. “Ready to go?”

He looked at me like a defeated war veteran. “Yes. We cannot take him fishing anymore.”

Oh REALLY? You don’t say? Thanks for catching up to what I said an hour ago!

We went home. Zero fish. They weren’t biting anyway.

But we did learn something very important.

When Grandma says no, it’s not because she’s mean. It’s because she’s been there, done that, and does NOT want to spend her fishing trip running a daycare / swim lesson / fishing show / snack bar.

Listen to Grandma next time. 🤣

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